Christianity is a faith of contradiction.
The reason is that we base our life on the Bible. Which has the Old Testament and the New Testament. Don’t get me wrong, there are certain themes that have strong consistency throughout the Good Book.
But the Old Testament includes books of the Torah:
So mixing aspects of the religion of Judaism with Christianity. Well, it can be a bit messy.
I’ve been in an emotional slump. Not full blown depression, but still. When life strikes a blow at my happiness, I want to react. I want to act. Fight or flight. Something!
So I prayed.
And the Lord sends the same reply, “Wait.” Be patient.
I feel life is passing me by and all I want to do is catch up.
After searching for the why in my terrible downfall, I noticed something. All the things that were given to me as blessings had become my idols.
My college eduction, my career, my apartment. Even my pet Holland Lop, if you can believe it.
Oh yes, I loved my baby bun.
Everything I had been given, I took distinct pride in and credit for. I was so arrogant. I didn’t mind placing myself on a high pedestal. Until I realized what a b*tch the drop was.